I spent too many nights
rushing to fill up
the buckets of others
with precious water
sacred water
from my own well
thinking I had
an unlimited source
never once checking
the levels
of my own saturation.
A drought came.
The water in my well
was no more.
I could no longer
fill the bucket of others
when all I could gather
were handfuls of shells.
I was giving away
but wasn’t replenishing
the sacred reserves
entrusted to me.
I didn’t even drink
the rain
so graciously
poured down upon me.
So I boarded up my well.
I was out of commission
for I couldn’t give
the parched
a drop
while I was in transition.
I went to the sacred fount
and guzzled down
enormous amounts
of Living Water
that dribbled down my face
into the empty spaces.
I was too hesitant
to even wipe my mouth
greedy for not even
one drop
to be erased.
Now my reservoir
overflows with abundance
of hope
of joy
of love
that I must not
keep to myself.
I will stand guard
and keep on duty
for I must always
be taking in
more than I give out.
I must suction it in
on a daily basis.
So come now
and drink from my well
if yours is dry.
Let me pour you
a cup of water
for my water
is not my own.
This poem is exactly what I needed to read today. Thank you Faith, for your eloquent words of truth and hope.