My Wandering Soul

12 05 2009

My soul is like the wind.

It rushes

strays

blows violently

dances softly

but it doesn’t stay

in one place.

 

Sometimes I wonder

why God moved so far from me

why He wandered down the road

abandoning me along the way.

 

But God is a rock.

He doesn’t move.

It is me who flitters and flies

who scatters in all directions

looking for, longing for

what I have already found in Him.

 

For my heart is unfaithful

to the Lover of my soul.

The One I claim I would die for.

The One to whom

I said

“I am forever Yours.”

 

In me, meekness and humility

do not lie.

A spirit of dissatisfaction reigns.

 

Even though I sometime run into darkness

to hide myself from His piercing light.

His hand is always upon my shoulder

waiting for me to turn around.

 

And when I do,

I see not a hand

waiting to strike me

but arms

that gently squeeze me

and nuzzle me

against His heart,

the heart

that weeps with love for humanity,

His creation.


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13 05 2009
nichole3

GREAT truth here! Like everyone else, you have to keep learning His G R E A T love. Love, Papa Bear

14 05 2009
e4unity

Another poem from the heart of a pilgrim on her journey of faith-operation meaning is a great name for your blog. I remember, not too many years ago, the first time I really saw with the eyes of faith what was in John’s first epistle. We think of him as the Apostle of love, and indeed he does tell us a great deal about the love of God that has freely been given to us in His beloved Son. But what was the lesson the Son taught the Apostles about his Father?
“This is the message which we have heard from Him and declare to you: God is light! and in Him is no darkness at all.”

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